THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER

 I Truly Know And Have Learned The Difference From Kentucky And California.The Blacks,Here in Kentucky Compared To Blacks In California,There is Apparently Much More Extensive DAMAGE !!!!. This is Because IN  This State The Emancipation Act Was Rejected And UnAccepted In 1865.It Became Official March 1976. A Hundred And Eleven Years,After 1865. A Confederate State Severely Practiced in Certain Areas Of Louisville Ky. So Control and Challenged Civil Rights,To Maintain Supremacy,Creating A Controlled Slave Mentalitied Black....Very Angry.. But Ignorant to Steps Needed.To Organize to Progress Advance or keep up with Blacks in Other Progressive States. Slave Mentalities, So Much More Damage The Educational Systems Ragedy And Poor Full Of Systemic Deprevation, A Hopelessness Yet A Normal Way of Life.Anything Other Than The Everyday Obstacles Alien. This Familiarity Much More Accepted.With Racism Leading The Way..The Present day Attitude From Blacks Only Dark Skin is Considered Black.Henceforth Profiling Color of Skin is Utilized A Common Practice..This Attitude is Also  Accepted In Whites.. This Being Completely Alien To Me.Experiencing The Civil Rights Movement,The Riots Of The 60's The Black Panther Party in Black Neighborhoods,Muslims And The Im'Black And I'm Proud Movement.The Political Power And Unity of The Black Community Which Was Taught To Me Growing up In California..Knowing My Civil,My Individual, And Personal Rights This Was A Way Of Life..Especially Taught Within My Family.Striving For Self Improvement Thru Education And Opportunities Promoted in Our Black Communities.Maintaining A Christian Religious Foundation..Sometimes A Need To Distinguish and Separate Ones Self,From The Stigmatism Catogorical Limits Placed Which A Church Background And Foundation,Fought And Combatted,These Problems.. Really Find it Exhausting To Still Find  Black People  That Promote And Practice Limiting Each Other,That Hint Of Massa Control Still At Work.. Here's A Prime Example..I Attempted To Attend A Senior Training Program..Nothing To Beat The System Or Get Over.This Training Program Paid $7.25. An Hour.The Requirements An State I.D Social Security Number,Normal Stuff To Prove Residency A Utility Bill With Your Address,A Copy Of Your Rental Lease,And If You Own A Home A Copy Of The Deed To Your Home.I Asked Why?? The Answer Given You May Need Repairs.My First Thought Was.A Person Can Steal A Home Filing False Documents.Using The Copy of A Deed..I Mean Damn It Just Seemed To Risky And Oh So Stupid..Remembering How Corrupt The Governmental System is Here in Kentucky...Full Of Tokenism It Is A Confederate State....Losing My Home For A $7.25 Training Program A Federal Senior Job Program,At That...The Hustle The Agency Received Federal Funds For This Program.So Money is Allotted For Each Attendee. With Priority Given To Individuals That Are Homeless And Needy..No Big Advantage For Me So I Said No Thank-You.. I Took My Behind Home...Securring My Home Deed..Okay!!!!Not Worth It....Another Exhausting Fact..Opportunities To Become A Home Owner.It's Not Readily Known Amongst The Black Community or Educational Opportunities Offered  They're Not Used..Or It's Unknown..I've Heard Some Whites Exclaim In Wonder..With Some of The Dark Skinned Blacks in A Stupor Of Sheer Ignorance..   There Are Opportunities Offered To Improve Ones Circumstances,That Either is Unknown or Not Sought After. There's Racial Profiling,Profiling Color of Skin.Within The Blacks With Other Races With Their Opinions..My Answer to Them...What do You Know About Being Black,In America,Or The History Of Blacks In Slavery The Oppression,Jim Crow,Lynchings,Burnt Mutilated Bodies,Black Women Having To Be The Head of The House,Being Maids..Or Work Picking Cotton Because Black Men Couldn't Find Work... But The Most Disgusting Fact And Yet so True.. Still Keeping Each Other Down,Because Of The Color of Skin, As If Blacks Are Just Dark Skinned Instead Of Diverse In Shades Of Black..Black on Black Hate,Dysfunctional Households From Drug Use or Incarceration,Food Insecurity. Incapable Of Accepting Each Other.What Do You Know About Being A Black Man.Or Raising Black Children in The Brunt of Racism,Due to Poorly Funded Schools or Being A Black Woman Raising Children,A Black Single Mom..

GOD IN MY LIFE.

 I'm So Astonished,I Have Found out That I'm Diabetis Type 2 And It's A Change For Me.I Was Rushed To The E.R.Because My Head Felt as if It Were Spinning,And I was Leaving This Dimension.And I Couldn't Really Balance Myself It was Awful At The Hospital They IVed Me And Gave Me An Insulin Shot And A Grocery Bag of Medications,I Just Felt Terrible Not Myself At All.I Found out That My Dizziness Was COMMING From An Ear Infection,And All The Medication Eventually Balanced My Body,I Had Also Found Out I'd Lost 18 Pounds.Because I Couldn't Sleep or Had An Appetite.My Diet I Was Told Had To Change.So Now My Refrigerator and Cabinets Are Full Of Healthier Foods.Thank- You Jesus.I Mean I Was Like A Whirl Wind When I First Got Here.Then COVID Hot.And Slowed A Lot of Stuff Down.But After Control Went into Effect With COVID,I Started School At The Local College,Graduating With A Certificate For A Medicaid Nurse Which is The Equivalent To A CNA if I Were in California,Except Taught in College.While Attending School I Sought How To Purchase A House,Which I Was Able To August 31,2022.I Was Truly Blessed,And God is Still Doing For Me,I Thank Jesusc Every Day,I've Always Wanted To Buy A House,When I Lived In California ,But The Housing Market As it is,And Was Seemed Impossible.But GOD Blessed Me.Now I'm Looking into Another Hoal With God's Guidance To Accomplish,Which is Getting Healthier.I'm So Happy About How Close Me And My Children Have Gotten Closer,And I Have A Grandson,That I'm So Proud of.I Want Nothing But The Best For Him,And My Daughter Praise God is A Wonderful Mother,God Has Brought Her Thru So Much.And She's A Strong Black Woman,A Woman Of God. Because Satan Was Trying To Weaken My Testimony,I Ha Been Praying For God To Spiritually Lead Me To A Church So I Visited A Church Near My Home.I Was Able To Attend Church,And Upon Returning Home I Felt Like. A Brand New Person.This Sunday I Went To Pick up My Prescriptions,I'd Been Trying To Receive For 2 Weeks.But Rest Assured Next Sunday I'm There,And Can't Wait.